Lynse Leanne

We played this video at the end of our message today. I can so relate to it. Here are the lyrics…

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that’s real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar’s chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

I could always relate to this song because of my past in cutting and self injury with the whole “hurt myself today.”

I just wanted to share it with you today….cause man, it messed me up. But it about what you will leave…

Thoughts?

excuse the editing….well cause i just cut a 30 minute video into 5…so deal with it.

my dog beats me up….ALL THE TIME. This is the video we made to show that the bruises come from my dog and not my husband. :) so quit calling me Olivia (From Law and Order:SVU

Dog lovers…any suggestions to help us make this stop!!?!?

Ok, so i know it is a beer commercial, and i apologize if that offends anyone. But this was my favourtie commercial when i lived in Canada and then moved to the US.

Lately i have not been a very proud Canadian, and though i dont really agree with everything that Canada does, or their political stance…I am still Canadian. I have a Canadian Passport and proudly state that i am Canadian. So i wanted to share this commercial with you. Because it makes my heart happy.

Go about your day. In honour of Jenni Clayville I think we should list words that Canadians spell different….like “colour” or “favourtie”…do you have any to add?

When you have a little time to kill what do you do?

we had a debate about whether eating food upside down makes it taste better….

Personally i disagree….when you chew it it ends up all the same….but
I would like to know if you agree or disagree….