Learning to Let Go

This is a great picture of Chad and I if i do say so myself. When i see this picture i am really proud of myself. When you see this picture you probably just see a crazy bald man and his wife.

But you may not know the whole story. Because of a lot of my past and a lot of the things i have been through i have always been super control freak. I didnt like to be picked up because i felt like i wasnt in control. I cared waaaaay too much of what people thought about me. and in that i was not living true to me. I was a reserved, scared and in control person.

And slowly i am learning to let go.

I am learning that i dont have to be in total control all the time. I am learning that I can trust Chad, who i gave my life to…He is trustworthy from little things like picking me up for a picture to taking care of me as his wife. and because i am a control freak i feel like i may have missed some of his shining moments…

i know that is a small little thing but it is monumental in my life. I am learning to let go and falling in love with life and the world around me. I am seeing the fun and beauty in everything.

Life is good. Just wanted to share this little milestone in my life.