Learning to Let Go
19 Jul
This is a great picture of Chad and I if i do say so myself. When i see this picture i am really proud of myself. When you see this picture you probably just see a crazy bald man and his wife.
But you may not know the whole story. Because of a lot of my past and a lot of the things i have been through i have always been super control freak. I didnt like to be picked up because i felt like i wasnt in control. I cared waaaaay too much of what people thought about me. and in that i was not living true to me. I was a reserved, scared and in control person.
And slowly i am learning to let go.
I am learning that i dont have to be in total control all the time. I am learning that I can trust Chad, who i gave my life to…He is trustworthy from little things like picking me up for a picture to taking care of me as his wife. and because i am a control freak i feel like i may have missed some of his shining moments…
i know that is a small little thing but it is monumental in my life. I am learning to let go and falling in love with life and the world around me. I am seeing the fun and beauty in everything.
Life is good. Just wanted to share this little milestone in my life.
Good for you! So glad to hear you’re learning to let go. :)
Ileana´s last blog ..Advantage of Facebook?
Awesome!
brent(inWorship)´s last blog ..Proud of my Kids!
now that youre learning to let go, think of all the things youve freed your hands up to do…
yes. im proud of you
;)
tam´s last blog ..pimp my post
that’s a great picture! and i love the points you brought up. you totally look completely free to let control go in that shot.
joy renée´s last blog ..life more abundantly
You give up control twice in your life if you’re a good man… once when you get saved, and the other when you get married…
Chip´s last blog ..Birmingham Dream Center